okay fine...i can't really explain how i exactly feel now...i'm lost i think...why must this world so complicated? i knew that i'm not suitable to be in this kind of world...i seriously don't like man...can people just stop their acts and everything? i really hate that...they just act that they're very good with you but then they just scold you at your back...its really horrible, terrible and vegetable...the feeling is like they take a knife and stab you from your back...when you realise, you'll feel that you heart aches and you're so shocked why they're like that...you'll blame yourself for being so stupid to believe them...and yeah...its no use crying over a spilt milk...no matter how regret you're, you can't change the fact...they did hurt you, so deeply...

thanks michelle for helping me...

thanks yi ling for comforting me...

thanks edlyn for supporting me...

thanks colleen for concerning me...

I'M REALLY LOST IN THIS WORLD! CAN SOMEONE TAKE ME OUT?