i'm so lazy to blog man. but then i think i better update now for my honey a.k.a sampat vampire EDLYN HENG KHAI JEEN sake. heeheeXD well.actually i got a lot of things to write but i seriously don't know where to start man. oh fine. shall start with something that i truly bu shuang of. and which really pissed me off.

why must this world be so complicated? can't everyone just show their feeling on their face? then i no need to guess that what the hell are they thinking. it's really tired to figure out what's in a person's heart when they refuse to tell, esp the person you care. fear overwhelmed me whenever i'm trying to guess what's in their mind. they're so good in acting which makes me can't even differentiate if they're angry or pissed. and this really freaks me out. i hate it when i didn't do anything but they just suddenly don't seem to please with it. i'm seriously tired of it. i can't please everyone cause i'm not a superwoman. but yeah. i do care when people dislikes me.so what should i do? i shall admit that i'm sensitive. when one suddenly very cold to me then i'll start thinking of nonsense. and this gonna haunt me quite a long time. and well, it spoilt my day. i know i shall learn to don't bother so much but i just can't help it. how stupid. grr.

i got some weird feeling and i shouldn't have it. you're not related to me anymore so i shouldn't have that feeling. honestly, i don't have the right to. and this feeling makes me nearly did somethinh that i shouldn't have done. luckily i stop myself to. if not i'm so gonna regret. i'll try my vy vy vy best not to care anymore. i try.