but what if you tried and you realised that it doesn't worth it?
you could never turn back time to change anything.
what done is done.
scars are still left to remind you all the hurts.
and yet, nothing you can do.
i just find this true. (:
but at least now i learn to give up on what will never be mine.
i know i'm not strong enough in facing everything.
i always cry.
whenever i'm sad,
or i'm angry,
or i'm dissapointed,
or i'm bu shuang.
i'm still a small kid when it comes to things like this.
but i tried to not to cry everytime.
i'm holding back my tears until my feelings are on the verge of exploding.
oh damn why am i writing such an emo post on cny's eve.
k la the emo feeling just striked me abruptly.
i'm utterly sorry about my randomness.
chinese new year tomorrow.
can't wait for new clothes and shoes and everything.
but the i don't wanna grow fat la.
two boxes of forrero rochelle in my fridge seducing me
for the sake of wearing nice clothes, tahan luo lin tahan.
loving this picture so much.
(:
and omg jj lin's new song is like so bloody nice.
the song is stucking in my head.
the lyrics are like so heartbreaking~
學不會
你的痛苦 我都心疼 想為你解決
擋開流言 緊握你手 想飛奔往前
我相信愛能證明一切 夠真心會超越時間
多付出也多了喜悦 讓幸福蔓延
總是學不會 再聰明一點
記得自我保護 必要時候講些 善意謊言
總是學不會 真愛也有現實面
不是誰情願 就能夠解決
一次爭吵 一個心結 累積著改變
内心疏遠 足夠秒殺 外表多濃烈
才發現愛不代表一切 再真心也會被阻絕
這世界 天天有詭雷
隨時會爆裂
還是學不會 少浪漫一點
拚命著想的事 未必帶來感動
或被感謝
還是學不會 解釋我最傷OH~最累
痛死都不願 怪誰
把每段癡情苦戀 在此刻 排列面前
也感覺 不埋怨 只懷念
總是學不會 再聰明一點
記得自我保護 必要時候講些
善意謊言
不是學不會 只是覺得愛~~~太美
值得去沉醉
流淚
lastly, happy cny everyone. XD
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