i seriously have no mood for cny this year, like seriously.
and my. mood. sucks. right. now. ah wtf can.
there's a voice inside my heart keep telling me about that.
and i'm trying so hard to not to be affected by it, but have faith in you.
i failed. i don't think so i can hold onto that anymore.
cuz how i'm feeling right now is like so true, and it explains everything.
i'm tired of guessing ady. things doesn't change at all since the very beginning.
you will never know how scared i am that you'll bu shuang me and how much i cared.
i will be so worry when you're cold to me, worrying about what fault have i done.
i maybe thinking too much, but this time i think i'm correct.
and all of the sudden, i'm regret for not protecting myself but the others everytime.
no one appreciate that and at last i get nothing.
i'm too stupid to be in this world.
and i seriously need somebody to talk to right now.
plus a big big warm hug.
我真的负荷不了
或许是我太懦弱
我快要爆炸了
有时候我真的只需要你对我坦白
好让我可以不用胡思乱想
OH AND
i'm currently falling in love with this shuai ge.
kthanksbai.
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