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happy two years sister! 13/4

sister happy two years. its really very nan de to have such friend. appreciate it a lot. like what we said. although we don't tell, we'll always know about it in the end. although we're angry with each other. we'll still forgive each other, very fast. this is call mo qi. special case right? thanks for everything. you're always there for me whenever i need you. and sorry too. if i did anything that make you angry or sad. you know i love you la. may we just stay like this alright? sisters forever (:

 i read your blog. i straight away cried out when i finish reading. i didn't know i'm so important to you. i thought i'm the only one that care about you all the while. i'm sorry. but to let you know, you're still no one to me like last time. no one have ever replaced your place. i know i always talk about her and i do care about her a lot. but then, you're always more important. maybe you can't feel that, but believe me. do you still remember that time i suddenly say i don't wanna be so close to her ady? you know why? cuz i don't like the feeling to be jealous of you both. i scared something will happen between us. and i don't wanna lose you again cuz of the same reason, thats why i choose to give up. i'm sorry if you feel that i always didn't tell you what happen to me. i actually tell you everything, except when its about you and her. i don't knoiw how to tell you cuz its ridiculous and stupid. but sometimes i'll still tell you when i can cuz i don't wanna to keep it from you. anyway, i'm sorry. sometimes i bu shuang you also cuz of you suddenly ignore me or what. i don't like. i'm sorry for everything k? i care too much thats why i'm acting like that. i know i should believe you but when things come to her, i'll start to be very luan. but at last, i'll still trust you. hmm. i'm really sorry if i did anything that hurt you or make you xin ku. i'm not purposely one. got anything must come tell me k? i know we'll always stay the same like how we used to be in form 2. right? i'm sorry for everything. and thanks for letting me know that how much i mean to you. last but not least. i love you!

(: 


Saturday, April 16, 2011 10:50 PM back to top?
plastic faces


Faker. Faker. Faker.
Everyone's acting.
But i just can't stand people around me to be like this.
It hurts when you found out people who are close to you act in front of you.
oh stop it la. as if i don't know the truth.
Take off your plastic face please.
Stop lying and acting in front of me cuz fyi, i don't believe you.
seriously i maybe stupid sometimes but in certain situation, i'm not.
you make me to be fake to you cuz you start first.
so don't blame me, look at yourself first. Thanks.

I wonder what happen that pull all of us away.
i feel there's a distance between all of us.
we don't share everything like last time.
i read back all our messages and seriously i miss those time.
now, everything change.

i don't feel good when ppl who are close to me are sad, and i don't even know anything.
this happens not only on one person.
how pathetic is that?

and last friday. wtf man.
make me straight away explode only got.
thanks to noelle, colleen, edlyn and christine.
you guys make me feel better.
btw, stop all your stupid nonsense.
don't think i don't know ok.
fuck

mood seriously sucks like hell now.
feel like crying everything out man.
:/

表面上或许我相信你
可是对不起
你已经毁掉了我给你的信任
我没有拆穿你是因为已经没有这个必要
就让我们继续虚伪对待彼此

假装不在乎很难
但我做得很好



i know i'm just nothing
but don't treat me like i'm transparent
i hate it a lot. :S





you, shut up.

Monday, April 11, 2011 9:51 PM back to top?
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