Mixed feeling now.
One thing to say, im always not the priority for anyone, never.
You know how sad it is when you once thought that you're still something to that person, at least the second one that person will go to after the first.
But nah, not anymore.
Somebody is there to replace you ady and nowhere you are now.
The only thing you can do is yeah, tell yourself that its time to leave and do not be sad of it.
This is how pathetic i am.
Even though i give out everything, i will still end up getting nothing.
I should have known where i stand.
But you know, its kinda sucks when people only think of you when they have no one for them.
Its the moment when you feel like shouting "hey, do you think im your spare tyre?"
I hope im thinking too much.
Why do i keep feeling that you're trying to show off?
And you're like a different person when someone elder is around.
You wouldn't care about other ppl stucking there.
K whatever, it will end here.
I find that i couldn't tell all my problems to any particular person anymore.
Keeping things inside is torturing
But i got no choice.
No one is there for me to tell, or maybe im always considering too much before saying anything.
I do not want to cause stupid things to happen anymore.
When there is no trust, nothing is left.
不知道怎么了
突然发现你越来越重要
可是不应该是这样的
好像已经踏越安全地带
又要重蹈覆辙了
为什么好不容易筑起的心墙那么容易就瓦解?
我们不要吵架了好不好?
想要和你当永远的好朋友.
如果你离开了,
我真的会想念你
也会很难过
I fat fat ady la!
Salad is the nicest food ok.
Healthy and filling and not fattening.
Anyway, next wednesday.
You jiayou k?
Hope you will get what you expect.
don't too scared or nervous ady bah.
Remember that im always here for you.
Infatuation.
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