Mood isn't really that good these few days. Or maybe i should say it actually sucks la. Perhaps im too tired or what. Find it tired to keep smiling so yeah im sorry to let you all think that im angry when i just sit there quietly. Im feeling really unwell. Btw nowadays i find that i do enjoy to be alone sometimes. Feeling peaceful and calm. Its really a better choice than to talk and laugh when you're not in the mood to do so. At least no one gonna ask you what happen when you actually either don't know or don't wanna say. Still, wanna say thank you to sister. Was really touched that day. It's like i didn't spill out anything about it and she knows im not ok and why am i not ok. Thanks for looking into my eyes so seriously and ask me im ok not. Although i still say im ok, at least there's someone that understand me. :)
K anyway, that thing still bothering me la. Im sorry. It's not anyone's fault. It's mine. Im being too sensitive or maybe too insecure sometimes. But yeah, if you understand me well enough, you know it's kinda normal for me to act like this. Hey, you're reminded to be always clear of where you stand, don't get over the line. You need to take note of this in everything. Do you know that your existence always bring me the feeling of im the extra one? You wouldn't care about how other people feels. I wouldn't tell you this no matter what cuz i know history gonna repeat itself. I will just shut up and leave when i can't stand it anymore.
Sometimes i wonder, why do i even give a damn about everything?
You should know you shouldn't care cuz its ady not the first time.
What's wrong with you of keep acting like you're fine?
Aren't you tired enough? Why haven't you learn how to not care so much?
因为你,我连第二名都不是.
可不可以不要再来影响我?
你明知道不管我有多介意,我总是会选择走开.
你是要我走多远?
Didn't get to watch the last episode yesterday. But i just watched it on youtube. There's no ending. But overall, it's nice la. Rui en so damn pretty and so good in acting. Nice show. :DDD
我永远都是一个人
所以我在学着享受孤独
Happy birthday rachel yeo. (:
我知道
我会想你的
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