Nostalgic



No one knows about it cuz i didn't tell anyone but only keep to myself.
Everyone thought that i don't care at all as im the one who started to ignore you.
But yeah, there's still some time that im sad cuz of that as i do mind.
Of cuz, that's only for last time.
That's still a question i wanna ask, why did you break your promise?
Although i know this is gonna happen, i still don't understand.
I thought you said that you will wait for me? But why you still leave and turn to the others?
Nah, cuz you're still the same.



Yeah i hate ppl lying to me.
Big or small, lies are lies.
I will still choose for you to tell me the truth, no matter how hurting it is.
Cuz the hurts are gonna doubled when you find out yourself.
I know what's happening alright, im not a fool.

Anyway, i hope you will do whatever you told us.
Not just saying. Cuz apparently i was feeling kinda uncomfortable that day.
Get the things settle quickly alright.
But then still, i know im not happy for that ady, the passion there is already gone~

Sometimes, its hurtful when you realise that the certain friend asked every of them except you.
Cuz now you know you're just nothing to them.
And the only thing you can do is telling yourself 'k, i shouldn't give a damn about this.'
Fake a smile again, and act like you're fine from head to toe.



Im sorry and thank you.
Im sorry for being such sensitive kid sometimes.
And thanks for being there for me when i need someone to talk to.
There's still a lot more i should apologise and thank for. But then, shall not list it here.
:P


"Over thinking ruins you. Ruins the situation, turns things around, makes you worry & just make things worse than it actually is. #viatumblr"

Yeah, i should stop over thinking.
I will start doing something productive starting from tomorrow.
Need to stop procrastinating and start to do some revision.
I need to be serious yo.


Yan ya lun, why are you so hot and sexy?
You're making me melt so hard.
Wink~







Nostalgic
I miss the old time

Monday, February 6, 2012 1:14 AM back to top?

Insecure



Life after school reopen sucks to the max.
Im not having enough rest that i think im just gonna fall sick if this continues.
Hate the feeling when you can't open your eyes completely in the morning.
And your mood just go asdfghjklzxcvbnm.
Headache keep bothering me somemore, even now.
Anyway i just changed my bm tuition to friday night cuz tuesday night class too many ppl and its so damn noisy i can't concentrate.
So yeah, three tuitions a day why am i so pro? Tired like mad when i reach home yesterday
Slept for twelve hours today and i felt so awesome.
But i got addmaths tuition tomorrow morning. FTS.


K anyway can you just stop it?
Even if you're just joking around, can you know where's the limit?
If you really mean it, please stop tyvm.
I didn't believe whatever you said since last time and now it proves me right.
You're still the same like what others ppl said about you isn't it?
Do you still remember saying you'll wait but no you didn't do it.
So yeah, you're still the you. I wouldn't blame you for that.
For now, just treat yours nice and k done, that's it.
Stop giving other ppl the wrong idea.

These few days i have been thinking about a lot of things that happened last time.
But then yeah, there's still some doubt inside my heart that will never be solved.
Sometimes i wanted to ask so badly to get the answer but of course i wouldn't.
Things tend to get very complicated when you get involved
Why?
I don't understand.

Its different, its just not the same.
But why should i give a damn?

你又知道心里有多害怕历史又重演?
每次都不欢而散,我真的怕了
不要每次我开始在乎了才离开吗?
然后我又要重新习惯这一切?
你这样是有多残忍?

有人说,反正都会离开,
还不如珍惜这段时间?



"you wouldn't know the tears hidden the most beautiful smile"


Im just feeling a little insecure,
Perhaps this is the reason why my mood is going up and down so quick like a roller coaster ride
Everything is just too.......
K i don't know how to put into words, forget it.

Im kinda stress thinking of my exams.
Choral speaking performance is so near will i have the time to prepare?
I just hope i wouldn't screw it.

And ohya thank you to someone.
For driving us to tuition.
Really appreciate it a lot. :P




Quoted from this guy "maybe it's the imperfections that make things perfect." <3
Thanks for cheering me up whenever im too tired and sad by just updating your weibo.
I love you yan ya lun. (:





Trust?
Once it's broken, it will never exist anymore.


Saturday, February 4, 2012 11:20 PM back to top?