accept it.

today is the last day of exam, i don't feel excited also. screwed my physics and addmaths paper. i feel like dying seriously. i know its just the first exam, but i don't like this feeling. damn bad mood whenever i think of this. what the hell ah. tsk. btw, before tuition when mae's house with edlyn. laugh like crazy de can. there's the moment when my mind is blank, and i'm just filled with laughter.the feeling is like so awesome. i love you guys. hahaha.

honey ah~ kawaii eh~ HAHAHAHAHA can't stop laughing looking at that picture.

mae mae mae. should i go share that picture? *after considering* better don't la if not i'll be in the coffin the next day. :D

yi ling darling. my friend's father's father's grandchild's son! lambat de you. is my friend's son la~ haiyoyo. see my brain so good ah muahaha.

sister. take your meals properly la. if not gastric again. take care know.

and to you. ah please la. i don't know what to say la. but is like i felt i'm used by you. the feeling sucks can. i'm ok at first, but now it irritates me. whenever got things then come to me and ask for help. of course i'll help right. but its tiring alright. and. i tell you something but you don't wanna listen. then after that come ask me what should you do. wtf is wrong with you man. sorry la i'm pissed sometimes.

and my awesome granddaughter. i know you didn't did well today. but then nvm la, i know you're still the best one. just that today something happen. jiayou. i support you alright. (:

谢谢你。我明白你说的一切。该放下的就是得放下，不管需要多久的时间。根本就不应该继续活在那个感觉里。你说的，你会拉我上来，不会再让我努力挣扎后又掉回原地。我相信你。我真的不想越陷越深，真的很累。越来越在乎，可是换来的却只是难过。你说他在乎，可是我看不出啊。不过都不重要了啦~而且我不想因为他再去吃他的醋，因为他也是我在乎的人。

happy birthday to pritasha and yi harn. pritasha, happy sweet sixteen. life in class will be bored without you. you know i love you la. take care babe!

i still care, but just in a different way. (:


Thursday, February 24, 2011 9:13 PM back to top?

life?

i'm suppose to be studying now. but i'm like so tired now. :(
i need to rest before jumping into the world of books.
i don't know how am i gonna die for sejarah.
i know nothing, thumbs up! (Y)

anyway, to you.
don't be such childish la, no life lo.
go find something better to do la. sicko.
stop cari pasal of my friends ady.
first is her, now is her, next?
booo you! ><

and honey. you should be honoured ok.
i told you what i have been keeping in my heart for so long wei.
you're the only one that know about it.
cheh~ HAHAHAHAHA!

and darling ah darling. take care la you.
go drink banyak water and rest like a pig ok.
get well soon cuz exam next week le~
jiayou jiayou.

and sweetheart! EEYER!
laugh die me de can.
took neoprints with you like finally.
happy de. :D

and gorrrrrrrrr! you're nice!
thanks for being there with me ya.
you cheer up ady la. sha betul. :P

and to my granddaughter.
don't be sad about that ady.
cheer up.

and lao po.
i know i very cute la.
hugssss!
i love you.

and this is life.

当我看到那一切，我就已经明白了.
还曾经天真地以为我的位置没人能代替.
原来，我错了.
你永远不会在乎有没有我.

i just don't like to see you both together.
whatever la, none of my business also.
i shall just pretend that i'm blind.

anthony neely, you banyak shuai.
♥
Saturday, February 19, 2011 6:01 PM back to top?

i'm fine (:


i'm sorry. it doesn't mean anything to blame things on anyone now.
cuz it'll never work. so might as well put everything behind.
just hope everyone agree with that.
and i'm trying to be normal, give me some time.
i love you guys.

i'm sorry. i can't let you know how i feel.
i don't want antthing to happen again.
so i can only keep everything to myself.
even though i felt so bad actually inside my heart.

i'm sorry. i care too much.
like seriously what the hell am i thinking.
but the feeling is disturbing me like what only.
i need to control.

i'm sorry everyone.
i have been like these recently.
like getting pissed so easily.
i don't know why.
maybe i'm too stress.
paiseh~

and we're not like what you guys think.
so please. stop.
thank you very much.
gor, don't always emo la.
mei support you de.

celine mummy, you're childish.
but you just don't fail to cheer me up.
thanks (:

noelle and crystal. happy valentines day.
i love you both. ♥


Monday, February 14, 2011 9:30 PM back to top?

♥

哈哈不要管我之前的post啊~
我那天在发神经而已。
对不起啊真的是我想太多。
想起来真的很好笑。

新年不错好玩啊我说。
大家谢谢你们的红包了啊。
还有还有，我今年有赢钱！
刚刚去看了新少林寺。
好看好看。哭惨了，也笑惨了。
这几天一直往外跑，真的累惨。
又没有读到书，完了。
哈哈~

要开学了啊，很开心啊~
我大大想念你们的我说。
傻婆和sister，很久没看到你们了。
超级无敌巨无霸想念你们。
真的是不好意思。

and...
someone wearing dress ah can.
fuyoh~ nice nice.
but seriously i'm surprise.
christine and edlyn, rmb what to buy for her bdae:P


他他他。是我男朋友！
帅吧？
大大爱他 ♥
sister :P he's mine!
                                                                                           
Saturday, February 5, 2011 8:57 PM back to top?

tired (:




i seriously have no mood for cny this year, like seriously.
and my. mood. sucks. right. now. ah wtf can.
there's a voice inside my heart keep telling me about that.
and i'm trying so hard to not to be affected by it, but have faith in you.
i failed. i don't think so i can hold onto that anymore.
cuz how i'm feeling right now is like so true, and it explains everything.
i'm tired of guessing ady. things doesn't change at all since the very beginning.
you will never know how scared i am that you'll bu shuang me and how much i cared.
i will be so worry when you're cold to me, worrying about what fault have i done.
i maybe thinking too much, but this time i think i'm correct.
and all of the sudden, i'm regret for not protecting myself but the others everytime.
no one appreciate that and at last i get nothing.
i'm too stupid to be in this world.
and i seriously need somebody to talk to right now.
plus a big big warm hug.



Wednesday, February 2, 2011 10:09 PM back to top?