Satisfaction



How true is this?
The imperfections in our life maybe is the one that makes us come so far.
To work for what we inspire to get,
To learn to hold onto whatever you don't bear to give up,
To forgive all the mistakes that had happened no matter it was done by ourselves or anyone,
To treat everyone we love with all our hearts,
To be strong and tough enough for overcoming all the circumstances.

Anyway, life just pretty sucks. Tonnes of homework everyday waiting for me to complete. And yeah, after finishing it one day, we will still have it the next day. Damn, im ady starting to feel sick and irritated whenever it comes to homework. Sigh, why are we so no life? Cny coming but i don't think i get the feeling of it this year. Maybe thanks to school, tuition and homework, i have no enough time of sleep and rest. :S

And you know what. Don't ever have three science subjects in a day, esp when two peka clash together. I almost died on tuesday, feeling so dizzy after school. Thanks to all the work la. Btw, i seriously hate my chemistry teacher. Oh god, she's just too naggy and i seriously can't stand it. Mumbling herself in front of the lab when we were doing experiment behind. Tsk. Keep complaining about our class that we're too noisy. Do you know how much i wanted to tell her this is counted as very good ady? And one more thing. Can she don't simply scold us when we actually did nothing? Innocent kids ok. Be clear of the matter before reprimanding everyone. Lol.

Tuition tomorrow, another tiring day.
I should be doing my sejarah modul now.




I can't deny that i somehow missed you.
But lol, we can't return to those time anymore.
Only memories are left.

And yeah, this year is my last year ady.
I seriously don't wish to see anything bad happen again.
Can we just make this year a memorable one?
I prefer peace.

Let the past be one part of your stories,
But don't let the past be the resistance for your future.



Good night world.(:

Before ending this post, i wanna say something to yan ya lun. I know your asthma attack happens frequently nowadays. And there's something inside your body that you maybe have to go through operation to cut it off. Hope that you will be as healthy as ever. I'll be here praying for you k? All the best in your films and albums. <3

换我钥匙的备份,
我觉得再见可以很单纯



And i still feel so fat. :(
Wednesday, January 18, 2012 8:59 PM back to top?

Forgive and forget?



Life is always unfair.
Ppl who deserves it sometimes will not get anything
Quote from mr kung "don't expect things to be fair in this world. Even our heart is not at the centre of our body but slightly siding the left, what is fair?"
Yeah i agree with this statement. Absolutely true.
Fair? You did nothing but you'll still get hurt at last. OR. you did everything but you still lost what you wanna hold onto.
Tell me, what is fair?
Nothing is fair, i learn this since last year. I should know no matter how hard i try, nothing gonna change.
Oh so my granddaughter, cheer up k? Smile and move on. (:

I cried really hard on friday. Tears flowing down like tap water.
Im sorry maybe im overreacting.
But i just feel sad and uneasy inside, that's why i just break down like this.
You don't have to apologise for so many times, i have accepted it very long ago.
You're forgiven. Don't feel guilty anymore
But then err i still can't forget. Give me some time maybe.
Whenever i recalled of that situation i still feel sad i don't know why.
Everything that you said that day just keep bothering me.
And yeah it still hurts a lot.

This is what i need to learn now.
Stop breaking down like an idiot.

That's a lot of things that i can't tell out.
Cuz i want to avoid argument. I don't wanna fight.
But its hard to keep everything inside.
Anyway, i totally dislike when you just suddenly ignore us or anything la abruptly.
Feeling so ridiculous cuz yeah practically we did nothing.
Sometimes i just think i don't understand you enough even though we have known each other for a certain time ady.

K you know what. I am getting more irritated when you now keep talking bad about that person.
Even though she really did nothing, you can just add in your point of view to make it like she did something wrong again.
Please, you need to learn to get over it.
Treating her like this just cuz of the thing happen last year makes you look stupid.
Sometimes you have to look at yourself before criticising her.
Cuz you're also like this, nothing better.
So yeah, think before you say.

What is school?
School is also full of politics.
Heard this from someone.
HAHAHA.

K thanks to the ppl who says i become thinner
At least i get something after on dieting for almost two months!
I needa continue my diet plan, cuz now still too fat.
Hope i can hold myself back during cny la.
I need to control and don't eat too much.

Form five life is too busy for me.
Homework and tuition kills.
I. Am. So. Tired.


Smile (:
No matter how hard life is




Maybe i should just learn to live for myself.
Putting myself at the first place, not caring what other ppl think.




我
你
他
简单的三个字凑在一起是有多复杂?


Sunday, January 15, 2012 8:37 PM back to top?