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hmm...quarrel wid her tht day...she and she shouted to each other lyk so ji dong...i a bit shock man...i tink nt onli me...edlyn,manda and feli oso...haha...and ya...both of dem cried...my god...hmm...everything is ady settled...bt she say she wanna change gang...cuz she feel tht she's nt suitable for us...i respect ur decision la...haha...mayb i agree wid u...mayb if we're nt tht close, our frenship will last longer...haha...everything will be alright soon...so...dun worry...ohya...thanks to dey all...for nt hating me...haha...

and and...i seriously vy bu shuang YOU lor...cn stop being so sarcastic a nt? u tink onli u noe hw to act lyk dis ar? i oso cn de lor...bt i just dun wanna make myself bcum so low class lor...so jian...just bcuz of u...its nt worth...so pls stop everything larh...dun make me explode if nt i'll do anyting to hurt u...i swear...ish...i seriously dun wanna hate u...bt i just can't stop myself...cuz u're doing things tht make me hate u more and more...STUPID!!! and and cn u pls stop looking at her??? she herself oso gt de feeling tht u're tou tou looking at her...she's mine lar wei...must hv permission if u wanna do so...if nt i sure will sue u de...HAHAHAHAHA...see liao jiu bu shuang...hw i hope i'm nt same class wid u...YI LING!!! i wanna go 3C!!! HAHAHAHA...

mygod...i feel tht we're nt lyk before ady...our msg length is getting shorter and shorter ady...i duno why...i hope i'm tinking too much...cn anyone pls stop me frm tinking nonsense again??? omg...de feeling sucks...sigh...

Sunday, April 25, 2010 9:30 PM back to top?


i wanna tell you tht...
i dun care anymore...
no more feeling when i see u...
wun xin tong anymore...
if u wanna give me a stare OR
if u wanna hate me OR
if u wanna hurt me OR
if u wanna let everyone dun lyk me
I OSO WUN FREAKING CARE!!!
i'm so happy man...
de feeling of let go is reali nice...
HAHAHAHA...
thanks to sha gua ah jie lorh...
make me let go so fast...
and and tht time u say muz let go before april ends rite?
i did tht ady...which i oso vy hard to believe...
so frm nw on...i wun cry OR sad OR down cuz of her anymore...
den u oso wun kek dao and wanna jump off klcc again...
HAHAHAHAHA...
I LET GO OF U ADY MAN!!!
mission completed:)

ohya, i'm jealous abt u and u 2day...stupid man...make me wanna explode only...cuz i feel tht i'm lyk so sha...haha...i hope i wun hv dis kind of feeling anymore...it sucks to tht core...seriously will jump off klcc if i gt tht kind of stupid feeling again...hahaha..siao liao siao liao...btw..i love ah jie...


Wednesday, April 21, 2010 9:24 PM back to top?
SORRY

i noe its ady over...and we ady lyk hw we used to be...bt...i'm still sorry...i noe i shudnt hv lied to you...bt i juz wan u to understand...i love u...i dun care wads gonna happen after this...i'm sure tht i will be de one to give in if u're tired of all dese...yes...i feel so stupid tht i always make u angry...i noe its all my fault....bt i duno y i still keep making u angry...haiz...shall jump off klcc if i do tht again man...and i'll rmb my promise de...i wun lie to u anymore...lyk wad i hv promised u...ah jie...i'm seriously sorry k? i hope tht we wun argue anymore...i love u...sisters forever....

Monday, April 19, 2010 5:39 PM back to top?
LET GO :D

最近的思绪都很乱
我想了很多，也明白了很多
有些东西你不能同时拥有
虽然两个都很重要，但是你却只能抓住其中一个
而我。很早就在你们两个之间做出了选择
我最近都在想自己到底有没有后悔
然而最后也有了答案
如果时间能够重来，要我做多一次选择
我还是会一样选择你
虽然失去她我是很痛苦，可是至少我还有你
你还记得我说过没有人能取代她，对吧？
那是因为你已经比她重要了
所以，我已经想清楚了
我真的应该放手了
真的没有必要在为不可能挽回的感情而难过
这样只会继续伤害自己
你也会开始心痛和担心
我不会再让这一切发生了
你放心
为了你的笑容，这一切都值得
谢谢你给我的一切
傻瓜姐姐
我爱你

i'll reali try my vy best...lyk wad i promise u...

Friday, April 16, 2010 3:57 PM back to top?


hmm...met accident yst...smart rite??? my head ws bleeding lyk hell man...i scared a lot of ppl i tink...haha...and guess wad...got three stitches on my head nw...and my head still swallon...haha...my hand and leg okay ady...luckily lor...haha...thanks to sha gua, yi ling, christine for cuming to my hse yst!!! enjoy tht a lot...sha gua wanna give me surprise summore huh??? HAHAHAHA...and de stupid christine make me shouted lyk mad woman...keep on kek-ing me onli...haha... bt i'm still so happy...haha...and thanks to edlyn, shu jin, colleen,crystal and hsiao han for de card ya...so happy to see tht...btw...i wanna say sorry to SHA GUA and HONEY!!!! i din noe i'll make u all cried!!! esp honey...i'm so guilty tht i can't spend time wid u...ur bdae summore...sorry...and and ppl...i'm fine ady...dun worry ya...hahaha...everyone muz take care...

3:45 PM back to top?
HURTS

i duno wad de hell is happening to me again...i tink i'm crying almost every night...cuz of her...i noe i vy stupid...bt i just can't let go...i seriously miss those days...we laugh and cry together...worry abt each other together...sampat together...lepak together...i hope time cn go back to those days...i cn do everything tht u wan me to do...even die...i seriously vy tired ady...de moment i see ur face, listening to ur voice and knowing everything abt u...i onli feel tht my heart vy pain...why will we bcum lyk dis??? i cn feel tht u hate me...i noe tht dis feeling is true...i dun wan...i reali vy xin ku...i wanna let go bt i can't...so wad cn i do nw??? time doesn't heal...i cn feel tht i care bt u more and more...which means i'm hurting myself more and more...aaarrrhhh!!!!! i seriously wanna noe the true reason tht make both of us bcum lyk dis...till nw i still dun understand...izit bcuz of her??? or wad??? i just wanna noe de reason...why can't u juz tell me the truth??? i vy xin ku lar...i wanna die nw!!! i feel lyk cutting again!!! seriously cn go crazy...cn anybody help me??? haiz...no one...

btw...thanks to ah jie for supporting me always...thanks to sweetheart for caring me always...thanks to honey for cheering me up...sorry daughter cuz my mood swing make u vy xin ku...haha...thanks for de hugs oso ya!!! thanks a lot!!!

p/s: i'm sorry tht i always make u angry...i noe tht i'm unreasonable sumtimes...and i noe tht my attitude sucks...i'm sorry...and thanks for accepting my apologies everytime...i feel so guilty...and and i hope we wun quarrel...hahahaha...ilyaimy!

Tuesday, April 13, 2010 8:53 PM back to top?
7/4/2010

HAPPY FIRST MONTH!!!
BAO BEI PLUS SHA GUA AH JIE!!!
THANKS FOR THE SOFT TOY AND CHOCOLATES!!!
XD
I LIKE IT DAMN LOTS DE!!!
LOVE YOU!!!
HOPE U ALSO LIKE WAD I GAVE YOU
AND AND THANKS FOR DIS ONE MONTH YEA
YOU HV BEEN A GOOD AH JIE TO ME
AWESOME AH JIE!!!
HAHAHAHA!!!
AND AND MUST RMB OUR PROMISE K???
WILL SMACK YOU IF YOU DARE TO FORGET!!!
BT I NOE U WUN DE!!!
ANYWAY
SISTER FOREVER!!!
HUGSS!!!

Wednesday, April 7, 2010 9:08 PM back to top?
I STILL CARE

i still care abt u
i still will cry for u
i still hope for sum care frm you
i still hope u wun hate me
i still hope
we can be lyk hw we used to be
i still hope
our friendship wun end
i still hope
we are still each other's best friend
i still hope
both of us still rmb abt our promise

no matter wad...thanks for dose days...i juz hope u wun hate me...


I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT
I STILL CARE ABT YOU

Saturday, April 3, 2010 10:01 PM back to top?
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