i find this interesting. and its so true isn't it? 

when you're helpless, where should you go?

left or right?

left is where nothing's right.

right is where nothing's left.

which one will you choose?

for me, i'll choose to walk straight! and don't ever look back~

ok i'm crapping~

lalalalalalalala.

if i could, i wish that all my trouble can just fly away like the balloons.

when it comes to a certain height, it'll just explode and BOOM they're gone!

but sometimes, i just don't have the courage to let go of all the balloons.

i'm just used to holding onto it, even when my hand hurts.

ahahahahahahahahahahaha i'm still crapping. 

k thanks bye.

sister,

thank you ar i read your blog ady. touched sia. anyway this is a reply. i appreciate what you did for me. thanks for being with me whenever i'm sad. i'll be okay soon de, really.  don't worry about me bah cuz you know la who am i? lee luo lin le. of cuz very fast jiu cheer up de, right right? and you hor, sometimes i don't know what happen to you de but i'll lend you my ears and shoulder everytime when you need me. must be happy de you know si sha po? don't always cry k? take care sister.

i love you banyak banyak.

nice eh. XD

awesome sia. muahaha!

today's trip was tiring! we went for the art gallery first. i like the drawing very much. esp the scenery one! hehehe. but then there's like very old liao. i walk on the stairs also feel so creepy. its like gonna break down anytime lo. tak boleh tahan ar. hahahaha! then we went Sultan Garden Museum. wah can't believe that the grass and plant there was so well trimmed! super de nice. we took a lot of pictures there. i lazy to put it here la. its on fb anyway. and the most important thing. we saw some japanese there! and guess what. there's a little boy which is so bloody freaking cute. i'm happy that we can take picture with him. but he seems to be scared by us. paiseh lo. hehe. XD then we went in there. i like the hall so much. its so damn big and the furniture was so high class! and so cooling there! hahahaha! then yi ling was like "nah, this is where our tax go lah!" funny sia.  after the museum. we went zoo. its was drizzling lo. and i read something that spoilt my mood the whole day. i straight away shouted out " what the fuck. tmd man!" anyway, we saw a lot of animals there. they look so dead. michelle see liao nearly cried out lo. they really too kelian liao. esp the monkey. it walk so slowly towards a cage. ther's another monkey inside too, and it look so helpless. :( and there was super smelly. ish, seriously can't compare with sg de. then we went and had a drink. i bought one small bottle of juice and guess what. it costs 3 bucks. wah piang. super expensive de. and then there's a malay guy that snatch our chair. then hsiao han was like " excuse me, got ppl seat de." then the guy was so effing kns. he said 'before you came, i ady sit on this chair" wth can. i feel like slapping him! grr. finally went back to school. me and yi ling sing "sorry that i loved you" sing dao so shuang. ni an dong you super shuai de! hehe. ;P

before going back, we hugged each other cuz today will be the last day. gonna miss them a lot. sister, i really will miss you de. must believe me. darling, i'll cheer up de. honey, chill chill i support you.

you said i didn't do anything wrong. if i really i didn't, then why the hell are you treating me in this way now? you said you need some space. but then, did i force you to do anything? i'm just treating you as my friend what. what the fuck i did again? wah piang. nah. do whatever you want now. since this is not the first time ady and i think i should be used to it ady. i'm numb ady ok. so. continue ignoring me then. since i ady tried so hard to be friends with you, and you don't appreciate it. i maybe annoying you i think. so just be strangels bah, if this is what you wish. i respect it. i'll give you the stranger look alright when i saw you. you want it right? no problem then. bye, friends. hi, stranger.

i'm confidence that i'll get used to it soon.

i'll be out of your life completely.

sooner than you expect.