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KANASAI YOU

sister told me something yesterday...my first reaction was like KANASAI and guess what, i was so ji dong till i shouted out...damn geng...YOU really very kns lar! so fake for what? "if i say i wanna sayang you back ler?" WTH...you still can say this out hor! won't paiseh de ar? somemore that thing just happen a few days before! eh please lar...nobody is your toy...neither me nor sister...that time kan you don't like her? then can change so fast hor? WALAO EH! then after that still can act like nothing happen hor? if you wanna sayang her then what for that time still say wanna be close friends with me? eh very fake ler...the level of your fake-ness ady reach the max lor! F man...KANASAI KANASAI KANASAI! don't wanna hate you also cannot ady! eeeeggggghhhhhh! KANASAI! sister you should tell me earlier lar...then i won't be fool by her again and again...MALIA de ler she! ish...

thanks yea sister to care abt my feelings so much...very touched to know that...
err if you wanna text wid her also i don't mind de ler!
bt i know you don't want :P
ILY:)

Tuesday, June 29, 2010 9:47 PM back to top?
loser


伪装是我保留尊严的方法。
面具是我假装坚强的武器。
沉默是我保护自己的方式。
笑容是我流泪难过的掩饰。
脾气是我发泄情绪的管道。
眼泪是我想念过去的证据。
逃避是我懦弱害怕的借口。

我不懂我为什么写了这些东西。
神经了。哈哈。

我后悔了。怎么样？
能重来吗？不能，对吧？
好希望那天从来，我一定不会说那些话来伤害你。
如果没有那么冲动，事情就不会演变到这种地步。
对不起。
我想忘记你。可是每天都得看到你。
我怎么可能做得到？
你给我的伤害，我是真的很难释怀。
到现在，心都还在淌着血。
到底需要多久，才能复原？

朋友们，对不起。
我欺骗你们好久。
说我放下他，都是谎言。
我只不过不想你们担心我。
我真的没有你们想像得那么坚强。
姐姐，我懂我很傻。
你不要骂我！

如果我说对不起，
又能改变什么？
还是一样得承受。

我笑了。我疯了。我哭了。
我懂了。我痛了。我累了。
我到底怎么了？

我不能不承认我还有那么一点爱你。
承诺碎了。我输了。
我彻彻底底地败给你了。




Saturday, June 26, 2010 3:57 PM back to top?
mood swing

..........-.-
i'm speechless now...
reasons? i also don't know wor...
i'm just not feeling right...
i think i'm having mood swings again...
LOL
oh and...
i think i'm kinda used to it ady...
just that still a bit awkward...
ahya who cares right?
bla bla bla...:P

this week was awesome:D
thanks to edlyn, yi ling and michelle!
love you guys banyak banyak!


Friday, June 25, 2010 7:27 PM back to top?
results

my results sucks wei...can die ar...stupid english get B...first time i get so low marks lor...72 only...bu shuang lar...give me so low marks for my essay...nineteen over thrity...the lousiest mark i ever had in my life can...got so lousy meh? i nearly go bang the wall when i got my paper...idiot...hmm...bm got 79 at first...but luckily teacher add one mark for me...thank you banyak banyak puan elony! HAHAHA! then my maths can die ar...88 only...careless dao bao man...chicken...first time get so lousy again...malia...then...kh and geo was okay...got 85 and 92...not bad lar...err science only 82 and sejarah only 83...not really satisfied with it...lastly...chi got an A...miracles wei....MUAHAHA!

conclusion: mid year's results sucks ttc! gonna die in trials! oh god...

people jiayou in studying for trials! all the best!








3:30 PM back to top?


hmm...i shall admit that i got a bit bu shuang today...actually not a bit...is super duper de lor...but i won't say out her name...hmm...i don't like the feeling to be thrown like a ball...you did eveything according to yourself without even thinking of others can...make me so pissed untill i nearly wanna scolded you...but then luckily i'm able to tahan with it...i'm acting till so calm...woah, my acting improved wei...HAHAHA...btw, you very selfish wei...you wanna be with her then you just start to simply pair up people...me and her? we don't even talk wei...it should be she and she what...why must separate both of them ler? they memang together de mah...don't you think you're interrupting them? very chicken de lerh...now end up sister need to go find another one...WTH...

if you wanna say i xiao qi also neva mind
i jiu shi bu shuang you now
whatever

please don't go too over, i don't wanna explode.


and you
perfect strangers
good one

Thursday, June 24, 2010 4:40 PM back to top?
no feeling

今天去了CS。
每个同样的角落，都有属于我们的回忆。
记忆里，还有你的一切，但感觉没了。
这是好事，对吧？
谢谢你，edlyn honey。
我今天很开心。
你陪我一起面对了以前的一切。
我克服了那些恐惧。
我终于勇敢地面对了那些伤口。
好消息是，我没有感觉了。
我放手了耶，不错快哦！
哈哈。
相信我，我一定会过得比你好。
我们没有对方，反而更开心。
分手，真的很对。
我很开心我没有后悔。
谢谢你。

edlyn, don't need to avoid mentioning her because of me
i don't have feeling ady
XD

Wednesday, June 23, 2010 9:36 PM back to top?
last word for you. bye sha gua.

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neva mind...i think i'm used to it ady...
continue to be who you want then...
i'll try and live a happier life than you...
i mean it...i seriously will try my best...
hahaha...our memories will be kept in a box...
and i'll not open it anymore...NEVER...
haha...i know you still bu shuang me, but up to you, i don't bother...
since i ady wanna let go, i won't hate you anymore...
of course, i also don't love...
i'm feeling relief to let go of all my hatred...
so yeah...continue whatever you want...
i won't give a damn...hahaha...
anyways, i still wanna say thank you to you...
you make me grow up a lot...
i learn from my mistakes and everything...
haha...i think we might as well be strangers...
cuz i know we won't be friends anymore...
i don't feel like, same goes to you...
hahaha...i wanna give you my last blessing...
bye. take care and stay happy.
okay...done...this will be my last word about you...
i hope it'll...LOL :D
jiayou lee luo lin....i believe that you can...

you're just a passer-by in my life...
you left me so easily, without any regrets...
i shud also turn away like how you do...and move on...
i know i'll meet a better one next time...
i believe it...


Sunday, June 20, 2010 9:44 PM back to top?
你不配

我的眼泪，你不配。
我的笑容，你不配。
我的在乎，你不配。
我的关心，你不配。
我的回忆，你不配。
我的过去，你不配。
我的现在，你不配。
我的未来，你不配。
我的朋友，你不配。
我的敌人，你不配。
我的喜欢，你不配。
我的讨厌，你不配。
我的爱，你不配。
我的恨，你不配。
我的一切，你都不配。

Thursday, June 17, 2010 9:19 PM back to top?
lost


okay fine...i can't really explain how i exactly feel now...i'm lost i think...why must this world so complicated? i knew that i'm not suitable to be in this kind of world...i seriously don't like man...can people just stop their acts and everything? i really hate that...they just act that they're very good with you but then they just scold you at your back...its really horrible, terrible and vegetable...the feeling is like they take a knife and stab you from your back...when you realise, you'll feel that you heart aches and you're so shocked why they're like that...you'll blame yourself for being so stupid to believe them...and yeah...its no use crying over a spilt milk...no matter how regret you're, you can't change the fact...they did hurt you, so deeply...


thanks michelle for helping me...
thanks yi ling for comforting me...
thanks edlyn for supporting me...
thanks colleen for concerning me...

I'M REALLY LOST IN THIS WORLD! CAN SOMEONE TAKE ME OUT?


 

8:53 PM back to top?
shut up

can you all shut up?
you pissed me off
first time i'm so angry
ugh
go die lar

Saturday, June 12, 2010 11:57 PM back to top?
so what???


i don't care how you think of me
i am who i am
can't tahan ar?
your business lar
if you really explode one day
then i'll be there clapping my hands
muahaha
i still wanna tell you three words with eight letters
is just the difference is
i love you
i hate you
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!


2:08 PM back to top?



michelle chin, i'm proud to say that i have done what i told you
i told you before that it needs more courage and strength to let go, right?
and yeah, i'm finally ready to say tell you this "I DID IT,SISTER!"
edlyn honey, you no need to be my detergent to wash my brain ady
  i deleted all the stupid memories by myself
and i'm really proud of it
yi ling sweetheart, you don't have the chance to scold me stupid anymore
cuz i swear i won't from now on
no more tears and hurts,but only hatred.
no more feeling if she wanna scold me or what
i'm not bothering anymore
wanna hate then go ahead cuz i hate her too
i'm ready to move on and i believe you guys can do a better job than her
to be by my side for everything
i have let go and i realise that i'm really much more happier than before
i love you guys
 you guys make me find back the real me
hee:)

and to you
i'm proud to say that "YOU'RE NOT IN MY LIST ANYMORE"
this sentence sounds so familiar huh?
yeah, cuz this is what you tell her before
and i'm telling you this now
awesome:D

12:51 PM back to top?
don't be so fake

you're so fake
your acting make me wanna puke
please stop it
thanks

if you don't like me,then just say
no need to act or what
i'm not stupid as you think
and
i won't mind if you don't like me
cuz i don't really like you too


I HATE BITCHES
and you're one of it

Thursday, June 10, 2010 2:13 PM back to top?
true friends





FRIENDS ARE SO AWESOME

YOU GUYS MAKE MY LIFE COLOURFUL
YOU GUYS MAKE ME SMILE
YOU GUYS MAKE ME FEEL GOOD
YOU GUYS MAKE ME FEEL SAFE
YOU GUYS MAKE ME FEEL SECURE

YOU GUYS ARE ALWAYS THERE FOR ME WHENEVER I NEED SOMEONE
YOU GUYS LEND ME YOUR SHOULDER WHEN I'M CRYING LIKE A BABY
YOU GUYS ARE WILLING TO SACRIFICE FOR ME WHEN I NEED YOUR HELP
YOU GUYS ACCOMPANY ME THROUGH A LOT OF UP AND DOWN
YOU GUYS CHEER ME UP BUT NOT MAKE ME SAD

NO BETRAYS
NO HURTS
NO SELFISHNESS
NO ACTING

I LOVE MY FRIENDS
I MEAN,
TRUE FRIENDS
my true friends=edlyn+yi ling+michelle chin
my new equation

AWESOME:D
HAHAHAHA

honey don't too touched when you see this...hee..
sweetheart don't too perasan...









Wednesday, June 9, 2010 6:13 PM back to top?
pissed

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i won't say anything
cuz it won't change anything



11:44 AM back to top?
pain

二选一，很伤人。
你带给我的伤害，
我是真的很难释怀。
我到底还需要多久？
才能坚强面对，
我们的回忆。
今天是什么日子，
你记得吗？
我好想念你，
你呢？
你比从前还要快乐，
对吧？
眼泪无法停止了，
怎么办？
旧伤复发。。。

Monday, June 7, 2010 5:56 PM back to top?


If nothing happens,
Today will be a meaningful day for us..
Ninety two days
Hahaha
Stay happy always
And I miss those days
Seriously a lot
But then..
No point ady
I'm still waiting
Sorry
I really can't stop myself
Really vy sorry

12:41 AM back to top?
smile

twenty four days
and
eighthy eight days







anybody understand???
i don't think so...
cuz its hard to
):





michelle chin, i mean it
in progress ar



edlyn heng, cheer up
i love you



yi ling, i'm gonna miss you
we need miracles



forever???
HAHAHA
so funny

Thursday, June 3, 2010 6:09 PM back to top?
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